Kerry Katona thinks she’s affected by ”physique dysmorphia”.
The 39-year-old star has shed round 30lbs over the past 12 months however she will be able to’t perceive why she’s acquired so many compliments as she nonetheless does not like the best way she seems to be, it doesn’t matter what folks, together with her boyfriend Ryan Mahoney, inform her.
She mentioned: ”I’ve been getting so many compliments about my physique, however I simply do not see it myself.
”I swear I’m affected by physique dysmorphia, as I do not like the best way I have a look at all…
”People inform me I’m fooling around, particularly Ryan who thinks I’m essentially the most lovely factor to ever stroll the earth. But the purpose is I do not see it.”
Kerry – who has Molly, 18, Lilly-Sue, 17, Heidi, 13, Max, 11, and five-year-old DJ from earlier marriages – thinks she needs to be ”delighted” together with her determine however she was disillusioned by vacation images from her latest journey to the Maldives with Ryan.
She informed new! journal: ”I get it, I’m just about a middle-aged mum-of-five, so I needs to be delighted with my determine, however my confidence is low.
”I suppose after I noticed the photographs I did not look as nice as I hoped I might.”
The former Atomic Kitten singer has vowed to work out much more to try to make herself really feel higher.
She mentioned: ”I’m decided to coach more durable than ever. I could not practice correctly whereas I used to be away as a result of it was too sizzling.
”I do not know what my expectations for myself are, however I’m again on it once more. I have to study to like myself extra.”
Just three months in the past, Kerry was feeling extra assured than ever earlier than.
She mentioned in December: ”I like my new determine and my confidence has gone by means of the roof. I’m shocked to be even sporting garments in the mean time as I like strolling spherical within the nude. I’m assured and loving life. I really feel the healthiest I’ve been in a protracted, very long time.”