Jesy Nelson tried to kill herself after being subjected to on-line trolls.
The Little Mix star admits issues bought so dangerous with on-line bullies and trolls that she tried to take her personal life.
She instructed The Sun newspaper’s Bizarre column: ”I simply keep in mind considering, ‘I simply want this to go away, I’m going to finish this.’ I keep in mind going to the kitchen and simply took as many tablets as I might. Then I laid in mattress for ages and stored considering, ‘Let it occur. Hurry up.”’
Jesy opens up about trolls and psychological well being in her new BBC One documentary ‘Odd One Out’.
Speaking in her documentary, she stated: ”I simply keep in mind considering that is by no means going to go. I’m going to always get up and really feel unhappy for the remainder of my life. So what’s the level in being right here? I bodily could not tolerate the ache any extra.”
Jesy deleted her social media after realising it was ”consuming each a part of her”.
She added: ”We had been all instructed we needed to have social media and it fully modified my life. The entire world had an opinion on me they usually weren’t good ones. From the minute these feedback began it turned one of many worst occasions of my life. I wasn’t generally known as one of many singers from Little Mix. I used to be at all times generally known as the fats, ugly one. It actually consumed each a part of me … As a child I used to be very very assured. I by no means had any points with the best way I appeared, my weight – till all the pieces modified. Being in Little Mix is simply the most effective factor that is ever, ever occurred to me. But I hit such a low level in my life that I finished turning up for work. From the minute the feedback began it bought worse and worse. My mind began to consider all the pieces individuals had been saying about me. I felt embarrassed. I felt ashamed.”